Alex was off work last night so we got to be in same bed again
but when sammy walk up i try to fell around for him in the bed
and i yell out "where is he"
i was so used of sleep with sammy and not alex i faked out
alex did now what happen so all he said was
"he in his cirb, he been there all night'
i did not tell alex how bad i feel in side b/c i through sammy fell of the bed
i hope i have better tonight